Messages of Existence From Death Row

Reworking Hell thru the Consciousness of Love A Very dear friend of mine, Roger W McGowen, has spent higher than half of his life on dying row in Texas for a crime we know he did not commit (he is now 47). In want to allowing himself to be destroyed by entirely inhumane conditions, he […]



Reworking Hell thru the Consciousness of Love

A Very dear friend of mine, Roger W McGowen, has spent higher than half of his life on dying row in Texas for a crime we know he did not commit (he is now 47). In want to allowing himself to be destroyed by entirely inhumane conditions, he broken-down them to develop. Usually painfully, slowly, with setbacks, nonetheless by no approach, by no approach giving up his relentless stumble on for development, a deeper figuring out of life, a extra spiritual vision.

A Non secular Heritage for Humanity

I started corresponding with Roger in 1997. After 3-4 years, I felt I would possibly maybe not withhold his unbelievable letters to myself. They belonged to the cultural and spiritual heritage of humanity. The book of his letters regarded in French in 2003 (because it has been translated into Dutch and a fully revised English version became as soon as revealed by Cygnus in 2010.)

The affect of the book has simply been unbelievable. For eight years it has been reworking lives all around the planet and enabled the international beef up committee created in beef up of his defence in 2006 to lift a crucial sum donated by readers for his protection (ethical costs are very high in the US). One girl in Z├╝rich became as soon as so touched she sent over $50,000 – simply from reading a book!

In April of this twelve months, Roger sent me an extract from a letter from a young swiss boy of 13 who wrote: “Thanks to your book, I now volunteer in a shelter for the less fortunate. After reading your book, I will by no approach interrogate at folk the the same or treat them the the same and from on the present time on I will try to compose only correct.’ 13 years old! Roger adds, ‘I had the letter unless the sterling shake down when they destroyed [personal possessions in] our cells and all individuals misplaced issues. It became as soon as one of essentially the most touching letters I hang ever obtained.’

Giving Thanks for Puny Blessings

This unbelievable man has reached a level of forgiveness, humility, unconditional worship, happiness and even humour that are nearly unbelievable. He wrote to a correct friend of mine that if he needed to die on dying row, he would not decrease than hang proved that one would possibly maybe even be fully happy even there! And speaking of humour, a correspondent of his sent me a latest letter where Roger writes, ‘I am doing properly. I would possibly maybe wish for higher lodgings nonetheless there are hundreds that are living in worse prerequisites so I give thanks to God for the dinky blessings that I hang and test out to win the very best from what I am given.’

Amongst the many non secular tools Roger has cast or broken-all the diagram in which down to develop in jail, blessing has played a key feature, because the following extract from a letter of his stresses.

‘Mighty of my property has been destroyed and they tore my cell apart twice a day [= shake down]. They tore it apart on December 23, my birthday. They came help and did it again later that very same night. They tore it apart again on Novel Yr’s Eve – they in actuality destroyed issues that day. Then they locked the jail down on January 2, and for the following 11 days we had been fed frigid pancaked and peanut butter sandwiches… I became as soon as very upset for being handled this approach, so upset that I ended talking to anybody… ‘

A Burden Lifted

‘Then I obtained The Gentle Artwork of Blessing and began to learn and my burden lifted. So I started blessing the officers, all of them, significantly these that had simply torn apart my belongings. And I realized that God became as soon as exhibiting me that quiet in the midst of the storm and that worship is de facto easy. I cannot bow to hatred. They would possibly be able to’t win me dislike them. I will continue to bless them, no matter what they execute, because they would possibly be able to’t execute the worship I hang for them as kids of God.

‘I hang to forgive them a thousand instances for the depraved they compose. I cannot be a victim. Blessings for others are blessings for us. God by no approach forgets. After we bless others we bless ourselves, mind, physique and self.

A Renewed Sense of Love

And the following month he wrote to me: ‘In point of fact issues hang long gone simply over the sterling month, I acknowledge it is thanks to my blessing all individuals all day and night, no matter what they’ve performed to me. Yes, issues are loads more uncomplicated right here, not since the officers hang changed, nonetheless because my outlook has changed. I interrogate at issues with a renewed sense of worship and figuring out. I now try to explore the exact and perfection in all of God’s kids, even of us that dislike me, because God made us all sterling.

‘I know that God has the truth is blessed me. I know in my coronary heart that God has something unbelievable planned for me. Yes, God’s opinion for us all is sterling.’

Here is written from dying row, Texas

And I will pause with my favourite quote from the total book:

‘Love is solely one belief away.

It would by no approach be depleted.
Personal in mind to use it often.’

Love to you all,

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